Chapter 11: Remain Focus - My K-Pop Experience

December 2017.

I had just released the first two videos.

“Oh, you can get money through YouTube???” What an excellent news for a broke student.

Two weeks later...

Analytics for the past two weeks: 3 views. £0.00. Uh?

No no no.

Something was wrong.

A big news should get big views. Isn’t it?

I had no clue how the platform worked lol.

I thought I did not do it properly so I deleted the videos...

The following day I had such a terrible back pain.

As if I had been hit on the spine with a hammer.

So painful.

It could have been emotional, but I didn’t think so.

On the third day, I could not take it anymore and complained to God:

“God, I am in so much pain, why? for what? why?”. Then, the word “money” came to mind, and I said “money is good. What’s the probl...I’m sorry Lord. I didn’t realise that my focus had completely shifted from its original objective.”

The following day the pain was gone.

~ My K-Pop Experience: How My Experience Shaped My Personal Journey as a Christian (#11) ~