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The exit door was finally in front of me. I walked through the doors and panicked: "Oh Lord, what am I doing here??"

Please find below what I had prepared for the “big” day. 1. Leaflets: A. Front B. Back 2. Flashcards : Note: I do not speak Korean, so my...

The first day of the concert would be tomorrow and it was far from finished. So, instead of sacrificing my sleep and stress myself...

In the afternoon, I was feeling a bit tired, so I wanted to take a nap but the thought of clicking on the Vlive app came into my mind.

August 2018 “I am scared Lord” With their London concert fast approaching, my confidence was evaporating. “God, you know I would like to...

I felt nauseous but I loved the food I ate so much that I would not allow myself to vomit it. In the following weeks, I went through “so

July 2018. I had a dream. I was standing on the walls of a fortress and could see the “Pied Pipers” running. It was as if they were...

I was also very happy to be part of a welcoming and friendly online community. But for how long?

--- A few weeks later --- December 2017 “RIP Jonghyun ” Uh?? “Why are people saying that? What a disgusting joke” I thought. No, it...

December 2017. I had just released the first two videos. “Oh, you can get money through YouTube???” What an excellent news for a broke...